Just finished watching Bradford kill it on stage tonight...and per order rushed home to see what I have heard...kill it on screen. He asked me (er or well my table if you want to be technical) if we had seen todays episode. Um no, we were all in line for the concert. He said we must see it.
Maxie wants to know how Jackal PI knows about her heart. He says he knows its not what it used to be. He said its not hers at all. She wants him to continue. He says she can't be getting ten times emotional. He says she has to stay cool. She has to protect the new merchandise (er technically its old) He says like she said, the important stuff is all in there. She says about her? He says about everybody. She says he is right there. She wants him to grab ahold of it, and not let go. She wants him to tell her other important things he remembers. He looks lost & puzzled.
She thinks him remembering the heart transplant is a good start. She wants more. They are sitting on bench now. He wants her to ease up on third degree. She just wants to help. He says she is helping herself, not him. She says its not true, usually it is, but not now. He says the doc sliced her up. He says its a big deal but he didnt get attached to his arm??? He says she is reaching for something, she can't have. He says if that hurts, he is sorry (er Jackal PI just apologized? Jackal PI doesn't say sorry) He says she wants him to place her somwhere more then just a colorful distraction, he says thats all she is. He says all the sewers and cemetaries in the world can not change that. He says desperation doesnt go with her life. She says she is not some desperate dame trying to get him to feel sorry for her. She says she will not be treated like a loser. He says she isnt a loser, she is just a dame with second hand broken heart. He says it happens...to all of us. She says even you? He says huh? (ooh cover up), he says its time to roll. He is starting to get frustated. He says the roses are starting to cry. She says what roses? He says all of them. She says maybe just one. She says maybe its Georgie's. She said you said you remember important stuff. She wants to know what important things he remembers about her. He said he remembered he failed her (I think my heart just broke yet again)
Maxie wants to know why he says that. He says he should have been quicker, smarter, he says there were signs flashing like 10 feet tall. He says he missed them. He says he put it together to late, and he got to her. He killed her. He says he killed your sister. Maxie says even the police force couldnt do anything (thats cuz Guza hated cops and makes them look like fools). He says Jackal PI should have known better. He should have tracked down the clues, he should have read between the lines, those whatyamacallits, those gizmos, Maxie says texts. He says the ones Georgie used to write to him. Maxie says emails. Maxie says beautiful ones, about how she felt about you. Maxie says only you didnt discover them until after she was gone. He says she was really gone from me. Maxie says really. He says he should have known. He says he let her down. Maxie says he doesnt let anyone down. He is getting mad again. He says what is that stupid box, that gimzo that she put the things in. Maxie says its the computer. Maxie says its one thing they shared in common. Maxie says she admired his cyber skills, she thought you could do on a laptop was amazing. He doesn't get it. He says he was just a sap in a room alone, jamming his words in this worthless junk. Maxie says it wasn't worthless. She says he opened her eyes to a world of wonder. He says don't you see doll, you were the real world. Maxie says he was brillant about everything. Finally a Granny mention. Maxie says it all started with that computer Granny gave him. He says Granny says it was a toy. Maxie says the best toy you ever received. She said that he told her that working with a computer made him feel in control (was this pillow talk we missed? Or those so called late night phone calls they spoke of in 2008?) He says that wasn't the truth. He says it was just a bad alabi. He says they don't open up the world, they suck you in. He says then before you know it, you can't talk for yourself, think or feel you just push buttons. Say it and save it. Keep it locked in, keep it locked up (what is ON that computer that we need to know about? What has he said and saved it and locked up?) and thats why. He says your sister never told me those things to my face and now shes dead (er or not if you want to go by Jenna's theory) He wants to know where the magic in that is. Maxie says he couldnt save her. He says but he is Jackal PI. Maxie says no, you are Damian Spinelli. She says he might not have been able to save Georgie, but she thinks he saved her.
Maxie says Lisa Niles had that gun pointed right at her and then he dove in front of her. He says it was part of the job. She disagrees. Its part of being you, Spinelli. You acted with out thinking. He says she is trying to cram things into his head that arent there. She says he put her life on the line for her. Maxie says Spinelli has a heart and soul. Maxie says he doesnt get how special he is. She says even Jason has a soft spot for him. Maxie says she thinks thats why Georgie loved him so much (er Georgie wasn't in love with him. Yes she had a crush, but love? NO) Maxie says why she loved her so much in that special non-spouse way only they could. Maxie says its why I miss you. Maxie wants him back.
He says its been a good ride, but this is where he gets off. Maxie says he can't just get off his own life. Maxie says she is trying to be helpful, and it doesn't happen very often. He says so what. You want me to be some Einstein, who puts himself out for everyone else but ends up alone? He wants to know where the up side is. Maxie tries to show him pictures of their non-wedding. She says look how happy you are. He says what happend next? He says did we stay non-married? Maxie says they have a bond that will last forever. He says he sees the angle how its good for her. He says he will be by the phone if she is ever in a jam, but she will be off with Patch. Maxie says its not like that. He says he had a thing for Moonlight, but she didn't get him. He says your sister had a thing for me, but I was too thick to see it, and you were tied to a geek and you gave him the ax. He wants to know why would he want to be that sad? Maxie says because what they had was real and Jackal PI isnt. He says you could have fooled me...knocks on his head. She sayd he was the first person besides Georgie that believed in her. Maxie says she told him her dreams and he didn't laugh. He took her serious. She wants him to stop talking like a tough guy, like he doesnt care. She says he changed her life. He says where did it get me? You? He says you are telling me if I go back to being that geek, you are going to fall in my arms and we written in the stars? He says right. He says he can't get too attached. Maxie says everyone has feelings. He says it doesn't pay to care too much. You hurt people, you can't get them back. You miss them and they are gone. He says he can't let that happen again (please let this be further then just losing Maxie & Georgie). He says he can't lose again. He can't lose anyone else. He says he needs her to stay the hell away from him.
Maxie says you want me to stay away? He says thats what he said. He says he doesnt want what she wants. She says she will stop pushing. He says he is a man of action. He says he paid his repects, he has to go. She wants him to promise he will be careful. He tells her to go find Patch, feel this love that has her all hot and bothered. He says he will be fine. He walks away, turns half way and says shes fine.
Yo, Kiera make room on that fire place mantel (providing you have one) for that Emmy that they should just ship to your husband.